Everyone has a secret, this is mine.
Since this isn't my main blog, if I start following you, you'll see me as dilated pupils. I started when I was 11, and starved myself thin. I thought everything was great so I shoved my face in disgusting food, and although I'm not what people consider "fat", I see an ugly fat cow in the mirror. So in January 2012, I started again. I was so close to my UGW but I gave up. Why? Because I'm a fat bitch and I'm back to where I started. And this time, I will not fucking give up.
I really don’t feel like eating today. I just wanna swim with a couple of friends and enjoy the rest of the summer. 55kg for Berlin is looking good although I broke my fast after ~45 hours yesterday. Still lost a kilo, down to 60.9kg.